This is just plain sad now. The father of a son who was bullied in the UK was found dead recently. Roger Crouch campaigned against bullying after his son, Dominic took his life. Dominic was 15 when he took his life. He was in the rugby team, full of life, beautiful at his age. His tormentors began bullying him after he kissed a boy during a game of spin the bottle. I can’t even imagine the pain the dad had to go through. In the end I am sure they are now reunited in heaven.
I have been neglecting this site and I apologize. But that is what a full-time job, an off and on relationship, and the summer will do to you. But here’s something to take your mind off that ;P
What is it about a simple human touch that changes everything all the while intoxicating you with high levels of happiness. What I mean by this is that the other day I met a random hot stranger who picked me to dance at a nightclub. Sure we danced and lived it up but it wasn’t till after when we were sitting at a local dinner that I actually lost it. A void began to fill up that I never noticed existed or that I might have forgotten about. By simple placing his hands on my knees while we waited for our waiter it all rushed back. The lack of affection and human touch made itself so clear to me. I live for these moments. Moments when the slightest thing, the slightest touch can give you the most joy. And maybe if even for a bit it can even make you forgot what it felt to be lonely. Moments like this never last but I try and hold on to them as long as I can and even as they fade away I know eventually I’ll come across another…
I haven’t been posting anything recently about Yoann Gourcuff, Ronaldo, or any players as of lately. Most in part because Yoann is having real bad season with Lyon lately and though I still have faith in him and his past season at Bordeaux I am not as obsessive as before. But… while following the French ligue, I stubled upon Eden Hazard, a player similar in form and skill. Still, it is not him that this post is about but it is his sexy young-boy-next-door brother that I have become infatuated with. Thorgan Hazard has the exact looks (dark blonde and green eyes), adorable face, and smile that I would want in a mate….
PS. Boys, wherever you are if you are reading this post and look like this call me! haha =)
A boy can dream…
So I’ve just finished the cutest book ever! The Vast Fields of Ordinary is a book about Dade, a teen fresh out of an Iowan high school unsure of the future and many other things except the fact that he likes boys. He describes his experiences in high school as rather tragic and lonely with longing for a guy named Pablo who is the typical guy every girl wants, star quarterback etc, except that he’s not sure of himself either. Pablo and Dade have the most unromantic intimate relationship full of guilt and all the things that would make you leave someone yet can’t because the worse they treat you the more you can’t live without them. The story unfolds further with Dade finally able to find a real best friend, Lucy a girl from L.A., and opening up to her as he tries to make the best out of his last summer before college and his parents struggling marriage. Eventually at a party in which he leaves after being harassed by Judy, Pablo’s girlfriend and the better part of the football team, he meets a sexy and charming punk boy who will end up saving him from all troubles. Alex is everything that one might fear in another boy. He is a drug dealer, works at the shady taco shop in town, and his past is full of depressing issues. Nevertheless, Dade finds the impulse to seek him out one day and what begins can only be described as the summer romance that everyone longs for. Eventually, the summer must end and it all comes down to a final tragic moment, but it still leaves you with the satisfaction and hope for new beginnings.
I picked this book up at my library after yesterday and literally could not put it down! It was so touching and made me think about all I never really had when I was fresh out of high school. Still I find inspiration in this cute story and I hope to one day find a boy of my own… ; )
O and check out this cute blogspot LOL all I can say I hawt!!!!
These two pictures capture an essence of natural beauty using water “or milk” as the element of choice.Both fascinating and captivating all the while evoking a sexual message.